So many things happened in March… The dearth of posts is partly due to the lack of time to do everything else I need to be doing, and so every time I have the urge to blog, the urge gets suppressed because I feel I need to finish up the important work first before I doodle here (what’s new eh -.-). Alas, things never get done (the to-do’s is just a never-ending list dammit) and so there’s just no post for the entire one and thirty days. But this is of course not the only reason I haven’t been writing (‘no time’ is never the only reason). Writing forces you to think about how you feel, which means having you face your demons (sometimes) or admit to things you don’t want to and make you come to terms with all sorts of things, most of all- with yourself. So not-writing means it’s a (temporary) way to run away from your own thoughts (if it’s even possible), at least superficially. Hey… if it’s not written, it’s not official, ergo it did not happen. No of course not. I was just kidding myself. But it worked. Sorta. For a month. And then I realize I just can’t go on like this. I need an outlet to let steam off, else I’ll go crazy (which I probably already am but still in denial). Which is why I’m talking/writing to self now. In any case, it’s late, I’m signing off. Till the next post, hopefully not a month from now.