Hello hello! Been a long time since I last updated my blog. Half a year passed by, and I barely wrote anything. It’s been an emotionally turbulent ride so far, and I’ve been trying to cope with it. Difficulty in access to internet at where I live now is definitely a factor (to my prolonged absence in the blogosphere), but even when I was at home, I find myself spending only very limited time online. The instability, the disorder in my life made me shrink from the world- both physical and virtual ones. But it’s getting better. I’m getting better.
So here I am, sitting in my room, somewhere in the island known for its cleanliness and kiasu-ness. Just started work two weeks ago; so far I’m enjoying it, though it’s too early to tell- I’m just starting to learn about my job scope and responsibilities. I’m clueless as to where I’d end up a year from now; like a raft in the middle of the ocean, I can only wish for the best, and see where life takes me. The idea of not having a concrete direction is new to me, but it’s something I have to get used to (not like I have a choice!). On the bright side, I get to earn SGD, which means I have 2.4 times more of MYR to spend when I go back home! 😀
I lost myself for the past few months, but thank goodness I found my way back. Though not quite the same person I used to be, I believe I’ve changed for the better. Can’t change the past, but at least I can shape the future. Moving on, I now close that bittersweet chapter of my life, and I look forward to happier tropical moments… with cooler weather hopefully! Cheers. 🙂